Saturday, April 5, 2014

wow !! it's been ages since I post something here.... since I'm on tumblr 24/7 hehehee
looking back at my last post ... GOD ! I was so mad !!! But it was all in the past ... But when I read it through wow I was really really mad that time ...... hmmm

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

you guys are all fucker lah ! who do you think you are looking down at someone ? 
ok im seriously angry right now argh !!!! there is no such thing as true friend ... 
a friendship can just go loose just because of one fucking ugly guy .. i mean if hes worth it then it would be okay. Kept on dreaming of a person who just spit and step on you as if hes you prince charming puik ! ... yea it's your personal business so fine!
FINE! and yesterday while we were arguing about some problem about the group members and how could you think we were arguing about him  ! For god sake go and check your brain ! 
the other problem is , just because some people is gifted with certain 'extra ordinary features you tend to flaunt it everywhere you go ! ' well that is fine by me u fucking bitch ! but your fucking faking extra ordinary feature would fade as soon as you age . so remember that when that time comes you are nothing ! Oh wait , i could even prove to you that with my most ordinary feature could beat you !

Thursday, November 17, 2011

may she rest in peace

yesterday, i woke up quite late and during the evening when I  to my friend's room she told me that there was someone who committed suicide at block H. I was shocked as this kind of thing never happened around me. There were lots of people on Facebook assuming what kind of problems she was facing. What I'm afraid was how determined she was to take her own life. =( It's really sad but I have learned a lesson from this incident is that no matter how BAD is the problem one is facing whatever it is when he/she decided to do it then it really is the end and that PROBLEM is actually not solved instead it continued to affect the person who is still around. I know that I have no right to say anything when I am not the one going through the pain or sadness BUT STILL please don't ever think of killing yourself. OK. May she rest in peace.

sorry for my bad English.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

  • 1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? ~depends
  • 2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? ~haha yea
  • 3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? ~out
  • 4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? ~oh god , no.
  • 5: Do you like to use post-it notes? ~ sometimes
  • 6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? ~ yup
  • 7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? ~ neither
  • 8: Do you have freckles ~ nope
  • 9: Do you always smile for pictures?~ if i smile it would turn out to be bad
  • 10: What is your biggest pet peeve? ~ being in an uncomfortable situation
  • 11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? ~ yea sometimes
  • 12: Have you ever peed in the woods? ~ erm ...
  • 13: What about pooped in the woods?~ lol
  • 14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? ~ yea
  • 15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? ~ nope
  • 16: How many people have you slept with this week? ~ 0
  • 17: What size is your bed? ~ smaller than Queen
  • 18: What is your Song of the week? ~ Moves Like Jagger
  • 19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? ~ kinda
  • 20: Do you still watch cartoons? ~ yup
  • 21: Whats your least favorite movie? ~ I only remember my favorite movies  
  • 22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? ~ is it money ? if it is , bank
  • 23: What do you drink with dinner? ~ water
  • 24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? ~ mayonnaise, tomato or chili sauce
  • 25: What is your favorite food ? ~ delicious food
  • 26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? ~ i think White Chicks 
  • 27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? ~ ...
  • 28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? ~ nope
  • 29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?~ if I have a hot body ... haha
  • 30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? ~ few years back, 2003
  • 31: Can you change the oil on a car? ~ I guess so
  • 32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? ~ nah
  • 33: Ever ran out of gas? ~ nope
  • 34: Favorite kind of sandwich? ~ tuna with ham
  • 35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? ~ anything
  • 36: What is your usual bedtime? ~ standard time, 2 am
  • 37: Are you lazy? ~ kinda
  • 38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?~I don't celebrate H/ween
  • 39: What is your Chinese astrological sign? ~ monkey
  • 40: How many languages can you speak? ~ 3
  • 41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? ~ nope
  • 42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? ~ what ?
  • 43: Are you stubborn? ~ fuck yeah
  • 44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman? ~ haha Letterman .. ?
  • 45: Ever watch soap operas? ~ oh yes !
  • 46: Are you afraid of heights? ~ If I know I'm safe , no ... still yea
  • 47: Do you sing in the car? ~ yes !
  • 48: Do you sing in the shower? ~ fuck yeah !
  • 49: Do you dance in the car? ~ no
  • 50: Ever used a gun? ~ nope
  • 51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? ~ nope
  • 52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? ~ noo!!!
  • 53: Is Christmas stressful? ~ I don't celebrate Christmas 
  • 54: Ever eat a pierogi? ~ ??
  • 55: Favorite type of fruit pie? ~ as long as it is sweeet 
  • 56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? ~ doctor 
  • 57: Do you believe in ghosts? ~ so so
  • 58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? ~ oh my god ! all the time
  • 59: Take a vitamin daily? ~ used to 
  • 60: Wear slippers? ~ yea 
  • 61: Wear a bath robe? ~ nope
  • 62: What do you wear to bed? t shirt and comfy pants
  • 63: First concert? ~ sadly no
  • 64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? those mart are not in my country 
  • 65: Nike or Adidas? ~ both
  • 66: Cheetos Or Fritos? ~ ?
  • 67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? ~  neither
  • 68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? not the group but the word yea
  • 69: Ever take dance lessons? ~ yes
  • 70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? ~ never thought bout it
  • 71: Can you curl your tongue? ~ no .... =(
  • 72: Ever won a spelling bee? ~ nope
  • 73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? ~ yes 
  • 74: Own any record albums? ~ no
  • 75: Own a record player? ~ yes
  • 76: Regularly burn incense? ~ nah, sometimes
  • 77: Ever been in love? ~ like or crush yeah but no... never been in love
  • 78: Who would you like to see in concert? ~ all the band that I love
  • 79: What was the last concert you saw? ~ nvr been to
  • 80: Hot tea or cold tea? ~ depends on my mood
  • 81: Tea or coffee? ~ TEA
  • 82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? ~ sugar
  • 83: Can you swim well?~ oh no ......
  • 84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? ~ yeah
  • 85: Are you patient? ~ depend on the situation
  • 86: DJ or band, at a wedding? ~ still thinking
  • 87: Ever won a contest?~ yes
  • 88: Ever have plastic surgery? ~ no
  • 89: Which are better black or green olives? ~ neither
  • 90: Can you knit or crochet? ~ no =(
  • 91: Best room for a fireplace? ~ ...
  • 92: Do you want to get married? ~ maybe
  • 93: If married, how long have you been married? ~ ...
  • 94: Who was your HS crush? ~ Clinton
  • 95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? ~ when i was young
  • 96: Do you have kids? ~ ....
  • 97: Do you want kids?~ maybe
  • 98: Whats your favorite color? ~ as long as the color is bright 
  • 99: Do you miss anyone right now? ~ >_< yes ....

Thursday, October 20, 2011

bff ?

the feeling when your best friend drifted away.............. it's sad isn't it, my dad used to tell me that there is no such thing as best friend .. he believed that friends come and go. The most important thing is to appreciate the friendship that you have. The other day I found a random quote it said that if you lie to a person it means that you are looking down on that person. That quote is seriously true... I really don't know how to continue because just thinking about it makes me wonder why did it turn out to be this way. . . . . .

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

find this on tumblr and it seriously seriously make me wonder about this

after toma ikuta, taisuke fujigaya is one of my fav from johnny =) isn't he cute + good looking hahaha actually before this it was really hard to find either news or pics of him =/ ...  hes seriously underated =( but after 5 years he and his group finally debut under Avex and he starred in ikemen desu ne which is the remake of korean drama you're beautiful .... i'm sooo happy for him..


 
i'm not a big fan of 2pm  but i do like this song ...  i really like it after hearing tomo (ex member of AST'1) sang it huhu

no sense at all

i get the feeling that the gif that i'm using now is kinda unsuitable for the things i'm going to be talking about ... argh ! seriously the gif i collected is still limited .... anyway ....  whateverlah i just realize that i've only 23 post ... and wow that is so little .... on the other hand tumblr non stop re-blogging ....  well i'm wondering that if a person doesn't have anything to say about themselves does that mean that person is dull ? ok i'm talking rubbish here .... the way i write stuff on my blog is bla bla bla when i think about something i write it down and even when the stuff i'm supposed to be talking about haven't even finished i started to write about other stuff ... so basically what i'm trying to say is that i'm person that doesn't make any sense . lol


about me

1. I can't live without my laptop and the internet. SERRRIOUS.
2. I don't like to wear accessories.
3. I love tumblr-ing.
4. Who doesn't love food =)
5. Doing thing half assed =(
6. mcm mana mau ckp ni dlm eng ya ... hati cepat cair ...
7. this is common ... fcuking love anything related to japan and korea
8. I love japanese crepes very muuucch !
9. Oh well, i'm just going to say this, i'm a straight girl that adore BL !
10. I hate twisted ideology. 



yep that's about it ...








Monday, September 26, 2011

Tank

Tank - Sheng huan zhe

sheng huan zhe

xi yang ba wo lian jia zhuo shang zhan zai fei xu zhong yang
chi luo de jiao you xie tang
wo men wan shen bi guo sheng lang yue guo jing ji man huang
e tou que bei cao gua shang
yuan fang jiu hu zao yi li san wo men ji xu liu lang
hui bu qu tong nian yao lan
quan kao yan lei liu guo xiong tang di luo ji ke tu rang
zi yang zhe huang fei de tian tang

*wo men fu zhe bian ti lin shang
shi jie na me huang liang na li ke yi liao shang
yao ba guo qu qin shou pei zang nan mian yao ba shou nong zang wo

#shui bu shou shang shui de guo wang bu ceng you yi han
shui dou bei zhe hui yi yong gan de tao wang
tian hai mei an kuai le tiao san wo men dou gai zhe yang
ran hou jiao ao kong jiang sheng cun de di fang

di yi ci bei yan huo tang shang di yi ci bei dan zhu ge shang
di yi ci tong dao wok u de bu cheng ren yang
di yi ci bei peng you zhong shang di yi ci bei lian ren bei pan
di yi ci rang ji mo de ci zha wo de xin zang

chen ai fu gai wo men jian shang yue liang bu zai ming liang
wo men ping tong kong fa liang
wo men yi jiu tan wan jue jiang bu pa ke gu de shang
wa li zhong fang si ge chang
tou po xue liu na you zen yang shang ba gou cheng tu an
gua zai xiong kou dang xun zhang
lin hun yao kao zi ji song bang tao chu le shou shu fang
zui yu fa xie cheng le yue zhang

repeat *
repeat #

yin wei shou shang suo yi xin shang shang kou de piao liang
gan xie mei zhong chuang shang bi wo men cheng zhang
xin hai mei an xiang xin lei guang hui gei wo men li liang
ran hou yao jin ya guan huan nan zhong sheng huan
Survivor

The setting sun burns my cheeks as I stand in the midst of the ruins
My bare feet feel a little hot
We duck to avoid the sound waves, traversing the thorny wilderness
But instead the grasses scrape at our foreheads
Our chances of help have long since left, but we continue to wander
Unable to return to the cradle of youth
We rely on the tears that flow past our chests to fall on the parched earth
Nurturing this wasted heaven

*We clutch the wounds covering our entire bodies
The world is so desolate, where can we go to heal our wounds?
In order to completely bury the past, we can’t avoid getting our hands dirty

#Who doesn’t get hurt? Who doesn’t have past regrets?
Everyone’s turned their back on their memories, bravely on the run
The sky isn’t dark yet. We should all be like that, happily parachuting
Proudly drifting down to the land of life

The first time being burned by fireworks, the first time being wounded by bombs
The first time crying so hard you looked like a baby
The first time being hurt by a friend, the first time being betrayed by a lover
The first time letting the thorns of loneliness pierce through my heart

Dust covers our shoulders, the moon no longer shines
The only light comes from the glint of our eyes
We still like to play, we’re still stubborn, unafraid of everlasting wounds
Freely singing in the midst of the rubble
So what if our foreheads are freely bleeding? The scars form an pattern,
Hanging on our chests like a medal of honor
Only you can unbind the restraints on your soul, escaping from the surgery room
Writing crime and punishment into a musical movement

repeat *
repeat #

Because we get hurt, we admire the beauty of our wounds
We’re thankful for every wound that forces us to grow
Our hearts aren’t dark yet, we believe our tears will give us strength
And then we grit our teeth and continuing surviving in the face of adversity

Kawai Akuma

well the person im going to talk about is definitely not an akuma but i just like the title so yeah ...... never know that ouran high school drama meets my expectation. I tried watching the first episode but nah .... felt that hmm its kinda boring but as i continue watching ... you can actually feel that everyone in the dramas really played their character very well especially the twins and chiba ! well the others too of course .... i have to say that my favorite episode was episode 4 and 9 ...... sooooo funny .... why can't our daily lives be the same as ouran >_< .... well that's for sure never coming true ....  actually the drama that i was really anticipating was ikemen desu ne .... but it seems that ouran captured my heart =D anyway i can't wait for the movie ! huhuhu for some reason i miss nakatsu ....  from hana kimi ... i've watched hana kimi like zillion times and never get bored of it =)  hana kimi remake is ok but nothing can be compared to the original . . . i demand hana kmi remake with the original casts !!! argh !! lol ... with all the frustration im voicing out here it doesn't mean that i dislike hana kimi remake .... i only miss the original casts ..... especially the whole casts =/ .....  oh god ..... i've strayed from what i wanted to say earlier ... i really love chiba yudai in Ouran ! so im gonna put some picutres of him here in my blog huhuhu .... though none of the pictures are mine hehehe